The Wilderness
I'm writing this blog because I haven't written in a while and I feel like people need an update on my life. I realized my blog entry dates are becoming further and further apart, to the point where you may never hear from me again. But I don't want to be silent - not because I feel like I have to chat about myself online to truly feel alive, but because my lack of writing blogs (and writing in general) is indicative to what I'm experiencing. I feel like I'm losing my voice. Like it's being ripped away through my mouth as soon as it rises into my vocal chords. That sounds a little dramatic, I'm aware. I continue to ride the train back and forth from work every day, doing the same mundane shit day in and day out. I hardly see anyone outside of work, except on the weekends. And that's weird, especially because I live in a country where I hardly know anyone anyway. And losing my voice in the midst of this dry, mundane season is scary, especially...